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And also...i've been bored -__- yes i am.....at first i thought, me and anggi are gonna be close friends, but now, i think that's highly impossible. when i mean highly, i mean |-|!9|-|1y !|\/|pp05!|313!!!

What after Anggi's been through 'cause of me, i shouldn't even show my face around her! I'm just a burden to her! Just as i thought, i can't forgive myself for everything i done! I'm just a clueless humanbeing that may have a problem on the noggin' or somethin'! It's all my fault!

I don't care if i'm putting myself all the pain, well at least because of the daily activities i'm doing really made it less 'cause there's much more important things than blaming myself...

And you know what...maybe in this school....i don't deserve any best friends, or close friends.....

Well thinkin' about it doesn't make it any better...i just hope someone can show this to them so maybe they can understand me a little, if they care, which they don't, and the airplane letter i gave to anggi, kana, and fara doesn't make any difference, i want them to answer the questions that's filling my head all this time...and after that, i just want them to leave me alone...(i don't care if fara and kana don't understand my logic!)

I just don't want to bother them so much, sure i sometime over react, but that's just how i am, but i'm not always like that, am i? anyway, if that bothers them, if my every inch of doing bothers them, well what can i say? One thing i must say to Anggi and Icha is...

"Everything i did, everything i do to u guys, it wasn't that emotion, no, it was my way of being pals, 1 most important thing u guys must know about me is, i always take relationship lightly, but friendship...no, i take that seriously enough. the past few days we spent before seperating, i just want us to be best pals! but that cursed emotion, that CURSED emotion always drive me nuts from one way to the other and suddenly i accidentally spill it out, and after that...the emotion is gone....just like thin air.....but our friendship can never be..."

and icha, the thing i sent to you was just a bluff of my brain...i never meant every single word i said. no one is pure in this cursed world XD wait...why am i laughing? this is outrageous! >.<


anyway....that's it for now....there's 20% hope that anggi and icha can see this....

bid you all fare well.....

oyasumi.....

Holidays :D (X Files)

Yeah i'm going to post about the time i went to Gelanggang Samudra and Seaworld XD

So...

Gelanggang Samudra

Aproaching the place...i just knew it was a bad idea. And it is...well at least my cousin is happy so....yeah....

FIRST i went to the Stuntman Show that's kinda almost good as the Wild Wild West at Taman Safari, but not good enough, though the jet ski makes it epic :D

SECOND we went to the 4D....super duper quadruple long line, screw that >.< so SECOND we went to the Aneka Satwa...already started and full, screw that too! So...what?? I'm the navigator btw so it's kinda my responsibility to lead the way T.T Okay....SECOND we went to the Underwater Theater...it was good :3 THIRD we went to the Dolphins and Seals, and do u guys know why i went 2 GS? SO MY COUSIN CAN GET CUTIES FROM DOLPHINS XD That's the main thing about this...hemm -__- OKAY, FOURTH we went to the 4D to watch DORA(my cousin is still young :3) AND GOOD LORD IT WAS TURTLE VISION THAT'S ON!!! THANK YOU!!! ^^

NEXT we will be walking to the Seaworld~

Seaworld

At there we saw fishes and other such :3 but that's not the thing that interest me...it was the Ex-Quarium that catch my attention, literally! Small Sharks adapting to a tank that's diagonal :D I like experimental stuff that's whacky like that ^^ dunno why :3 Nothing interesting besides that so...yeah...that's it!

Annyeonghi Gaseyo ^^

Holidays :D

Well...

This is part of an assignment so i will do it for the cause :3

Yeah, my holidays.....i just spend time at home playing games, playing my laptop, lalala~ and went to gelanggang samudra, seaworld, and an apartment on kebon jeruk :3 i just love that apartment so much, 'cause it's small but really relaxing if i do say so myself :3 i just play my ps2 all day in the apartment, and drink ROOTBEER :D rootbeer party XD not.

And a few days before school starts, i got a cat, i named it Kimchi XD that's a korean dish :3 lol, it's a she btw

And almost everyday, i just lay on the couch and play RE4

UNTIL the CD ALWAYS GOT STUCK b4 meeting with Salazar the tiny king of the castle :3 with his hencmen of doom of verdugos, he haunts Leon 'till he's killed by him :D lol I WANNA BLUE EYE >.<

And oh yeah, my cousins from Bogor and Kudus came to my house for a sleepover 'till school starts...and yeah....that's it :3 i don't want to talk about my times at gelanggang samudra and seaworld so...bye :3

Sayonara ^^v